HAHAHAHAHA I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND HE’S PERFECT OMFG AHFILASDfnujD. DISCLAIMER!!!!!: I’m a little high right now so ignore how weird I’m typing thanq.
WARNING LOL SOME OF THE FOLLOWING THINGS MIGHT BE A LITTLE TOO PERSONAL FOR SOME PEOPLE MEANING SEX DETAILS (not anything gross ew) SO JUST KEEP THAT IN MIND THANK U ALSO ANOTHER THING IS THAT THE FOLLOWING RAMBLE-Y STUFF IS BASICALLY JUST ME TYPING OUT MY THOUGHTS SO YEAH SORRY
Okay, now let’s go over these past few months I’ve been gone (not in chronological order because no):
So first, let’s talk about bad stuff/problems/etc.
Oh, god, so, like, my dad a few weeks ago UHGhdfh he texted me while I was at school and was all, “we’re going to Red Lobster for dinner to use my gift card and I want to talk to you about some stuff…..” and it scared me so fricking bad jfc. Anyway, so then later in the car, he was really calm and treating me really maturely and this is how it went:
Him: When did you start smoking again, and why?
Me: Uh, like, a few weeks ago (I never stopped, but I wasn’t about to tell him that.). And because it relieves stress and helps with my anxiety.
Him: Where are you getting them?
Me: Friends at school (pfft, as if).
Him: Well, I want you to stop. I’ll buy you and E-Cig if the withdrawals are bad.
Me: Ok thanks, I will (not any time soon lbr).
Him: Um, also, you’ve been looking really pale and thin lately. You don’t really eat correctly, and I’ve noticed a lot of “thinspiration-type” posters on your walls. Are you developing an eating disorder?
Me: (Lol, dad I already have one lets be real) HAHAHA! No! Dad, you’re blowing this way out of proportion. The posters are fan art of a book called Wintergirls about a chick with anorexia, don’t worry. And about me looking pale and thin, I’ve always been pale and thin. I get it from YOU. I’m not “developing an eating disorder” oh my god hahaha
Him: Well, alright.
UGh and then about a week later, I slept over at my moms and while I was there, my dad had called her and told her that he found a letter Patrick had written to me (saying what he dislikes about me, what he likes about me, and why he loves me) that said “I dislike that you cut yourself.” and that he was concerned. So my mom told me to strip down and she body checked me. I had cut my thighs extremely deep, but it had been like a month before then, and she freaked the fuck out. She also saw little hickeys on my stomach oops. ANYWAY I’M LEAVING WITH THIS INFORMATION OUT THERE I’LL POST LATER MAYBE.
U guys I’m here. SO MUCH STUFF TO TELL YOU ALL THAT GIVE TWO SHITS. stay tuned 4 da next post
THIS IS THE MOST BADASS THING I’VE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE
The nerds are coming.
I’m writing an essay on feminism, the rape culture, and how boys are raised to act towards women. If you have any information or a story you would be so kind to contribute, message me!
Okay yeah so I was curious. And I can handle some fucked-up shit but seriously don’t go on the the tag please don’t. I want to cry right now that’s how bad it was don’t fucking do it okay. No matter how curious you are it’as not worth it.
